It's funny how life can change. Here I am at a point in my life where I should be settled down with my family around me and enjoying life!
However, life is never simple. Not for me it seems.
So here I am at a crossroads. Wondering which way to go.
I want to believe that there is always hope, yet having been down this road before I can see the direction that I really do not want to take clearly stretching out in front of me.
Today I find myself packing my belongings, I own little when it comes down to it, so travelling light!
Could I have done more to stop this from happening? Of course I could. Hindsight is a wonderful thing.
I still hold out a glimmer of hope, but it is the faintest of lights shining out across a turbulent sea, and at the moment I am in a deep trough of a wave, the light completely extinguished.
So a busy day ahead of me, lets hope that having the caravan laid up for a year that everything works as it should.
Will be certainly finding out later!